I have started several blog post but could not seem to finish one. I have been so irritable lately that I want to jump out of my skin and scratch people's eyes out. I could not subject anyone to my ranting and raving so I just sat on my hands and let the feeling pass. There really wasn't any thing that prompted the extreme bitchiness it just was a mixture of things. Everyone and everything was pissing me off . I have been up to my ears with work and can't seem to make any headway. That feeling has passed for the most part and now I have moved on to being sad.
The sadness is coming from my dog. She has be sick for a very long time and now she is starting to go downhill pretty fast. She is getting so bad that my husband and I started the talks about having to put her down. Even the boys are noticing how she is not right. My oldest asked if the dog was going to die. My husband explained to him what will most likely happen happen to her. After that little conversation I had two sobbing little boys. I broke my heart. It amazing how sad I am about this dog, especially when she is referred to as "numbnuts" and "damn dog". I know they can't be with us forever, so we will cherish the good, bad, and ugly memories. If you have read the book "Marley and Me" that is our story with this dog.
On a much lighter note...I finally got my hair cut. I think this is what pulled me out of my irritation funk. Matthew my stylist said "Look, no more Mrs. Brady mullet". I am still laughing my ass off. I am in the process of growing out my hair and the back of my hair got the flip like, well....Mrs. Brady.
I have been working out here and there. Sunday I did a 4 mile run/walk in about an hour. Monday and Tuesday were just walking days. Today I haven't done anything....yet. On Friday I am dragging my fat ass into a Weight Watchers meeting. A bunch of us are making the commitment together. All I have to say .....IT IS ON BEYOTCH! A little competition is always good for kick starting the mojo!